I named the blog after the song Never Going Back by Holly Starr.
The song reminds me that I never want to go back to the dark place I was in February through May of 2015. This blog is for me to work out my thoughts, emotions, decisions and knowledge since then. Something changed in me when I was in that deep dark place, especially in May when I needed to be hospitalized because of mental health. I'm never going back to that.